Sugu n Sush forever.............

Christmas is nearin.....n so is our semester xamz....am not bad in studies i hav an aggregate of 7.5...but dis semester am really afraid...ya susheela was all wat i cud thnk of...watevr i do..i jst cant let my heart b free of her sweet memories..her enchantin smile..her beautiful eyes...man i was cmpltly blown down by her....i knew frm wat susheela said dat vikraman hadnt proposed her..i din want to lose any time...but d examz...i din want her conc to go coz f dis..so i decided to wait til d examz r over....By now me n susheela had becum gud frndz evn tou vikraman din like it....i told my feelings to sasi who conveyd it to suma..n suma was a gud frnd of susheela (evn tou dey wer in diff clases..dey wer room mates in LH..)..n suma had promised me all support coz she knew i was a gud guy....So for d time bein i decided to switch over to studies.....

D countdown for examz had started...n me,binami rajan,thepu bhaskaran n thund thankappan did our studies together....rajan n thankappan wer brillant in studies...bhaskaran was also gud he had an aggregate f 7.2 tou he had 2 back papaers....Durin a study break rajan advised me to travel wth susheela preferably in bus to tvm..coz vikraman din like bus travelln he was sure dat we will b alone thruout d journey...d oly problm was dat i shud convince susheela..but dat seemed to b an eazy task as sasi n suma wer in my side.....thank god dey fell in love....i was sure dat it was me who prayed 4 der love to cherish more dan evn dey did coz my life was compltly depended on derz....Examz thudangi..after all d xamz i found time to talk 4 a few minutes wth susheela..it was easy coz we wer alwayz in d same hall durn d examz...n durin my elective exam she was sittn next to me...u can just imagine my condition naa...i din know wat to do..by d time d examz started d oly thng dat was in my mind was susheela...but d great god showed mercy on me...d first questn was on game theory..ya it said one persons gain is others los..datz it my gain is goin to b vikramanz loss....like wise i releated all d management questions to me n susheela n wow man d exam was damn eazy....i cudnt evn belive myself whn i stood up 4 askn extra sheeet in d last minute...susheela had fnshd d exam 10 min bfr n she was lukn at my paper al d time...dis fueled me up....n aftr d xamz we wer sittn in our place waitn 4 d sir to take d papers n i was sittn wth my hands on d bench n her calculator was kpt near my hand...n she unknowingly clutched on to my hand instead f d calculator...wow...a chill ran over my body...she tuk d hands off d next sec n said sorry n i was havn a "itz ok u can keep ur hand der itslf 4 d rest of ur life " type luk...n she gav a naughty smile...

Der was a christmas party dat evenin..it was my batch's last christmas so evrybdy wer rockn..n i was searchn 4 sush..ya datz wat am gona call her....she was no whr to b seen...after sumtme suma came n tld me dat sush was not well..she had a small head ache so she wont b cumin....it was k wth me coz we had a bigger plan all worked out for tomm..ya suma had convincd sush n we all wer goin in bus..der wer sum f der frndz n a few f mine...but dat was k......also vikraman wont b der.. :-)

So d D-day came....we all boarded d bus...but sush was a bit off-colour...der was sumthn rong...der wasnt mch rush n me was sittn besides her...(seriously we nvr planned dis part..sathyam..belive me..)..d bus startd n evrybdy wer in a holiday mood...chattn n makn silly fites...jokes n chalus..it was almst like a tour 4 us....but sush ws al silent..der was sumthn hauntn her n aftr abt 40 min i decided to break d ice..n i askd her wat was wrong...n i tld her to talk to sum1 coz sharn ur worries wth sum1 will reduce d weight f ur heart n also itz not guid to keep sad thngz in heart..after sumtme she lukd at me n said to me.."u r a gud guy..n i belive u..." wow dat was kewl....n she said d reason 4 her sadness...."d day d examz wer over it ws abt 2'o clk vikraman called me n said dat he wantd to talk to me...i thot it was abt sumthn releatd to d christmas party in d even n agreed to hav a chat....we wer walkn thru d deserted corridors chattn whn vikraman suddenly grabbed my hand n asked me to kiss him...i was cmpltly taken back n slapped him...i din know wat to do...i ran away frm him..." "patti..wat d hell did he thnk f me...i thot dat he was a gud frnd n so i gav him sum freedom...vrithikettavan...avan enth vicharichu enik avane ishtam aan enno...stupid..gud 4 nothn.." .....She was really angry...but she lukd really sweet whn she was angry...i really thot dis was d moment..n i said a few thngs dat thankappan told me last week abt vikraman....(every thn is fair in luv n war..so i din feel guilty to share it wth her..) ..n i told her dat she did a gud job by slappin him..serves him rite...(thirichu chellate..avan njan oru quatation idun und..)..

D journey after dat gav me sumthn dat i cud cherish 4ever....she startd talkn a lot to me...n evn i did open up my mind a lot..our lost chemistry was back...it startd cold n also rain had startd to pour..n i saw d rain as d heavens showern itz blessinz upon us..she said dat i was her type f guy n evn askd me whr d hell was i all dis time....sasi n suma wer sittn in front f our seat n i saw sasi throwin a gaze at me wch said "da patti..lottery adichalo..." i smiled back...it was almst 3 in d mornin..ya we talkd till den..v both decided to catch sum sleep...n whn i woke up at abt 5 she was sllepn wth her head on my shoulders..dis was great..i din want to disturb her so i jst watched her sleepn like a cute lil gal....ya MY cute lil gal...after abt an hour we reachd thampanoor...n coz f d rain d place was water logd n we our bus driver an idiot stopped d bus in d middle f d water fileld road...we had to jump alil to reach d foot-path n sush was a bit afraid to jump out...i pulled out my hand towards her she lukd at me...smiled n tuk ma hand..n jumped out...n landed close to me..really close....n her eyes said it all....i thankd d driver in my mind....Sum feelings are to b felt withn n shudnt b expressd thru wordz..n dis was one such moment... Aankhom se padke tujhe dil pe maine likha..tu ban gaya hai mere jeene ki ek wajah....It was d beginin....