mangalapurathe oru pranayakalam..part 2

The life of any s/w engineer in Mangalore circles around a few basic places…their
office..Punjabi dhaba..siddhi sagar..Empire mall n Bharath mall..Am pretty damn sure that
almost 95% f the s/w engineers in here would have gone to the above mentioned places...So
being a part f d elite common software engineer sect even my life in here circled around the
above mentioned places plus a few more places….

As every other engineering graduate I Came into the IT field with big big hopes abt earning
big bucks meeting cool gals having a branded life n all…but never had thot that all this wud b
cumin at a very big cost..At first it was really looking all cool…no work...All day net
connection...My own system...Free local call wala land phone..Free cappuccino n scores f
sizzling pieces J …but once the real work started all ma dreams came down like a palace f
cards..sathyam…pinne angot ullath verum oru yantrikam aaya jeevitham aayirunnu…ravile
8’u manik vayikunna alarm snooze cheyth cheyth 820-830 vare aakiyit enikuka pinne rdy
aayi formal dressum itt 9-915 aakumo officeil varuva…log in to ur system n open the mailbox
innathe pani mail aayit vann kidapundakum…but watz d big deal....i js wana push d time till
evenin..so start playin d sngz..Start d usual lal vs ikka fight through mails (I seriously thot I’ll b
ending that fight in college but I was wrong evn in ma office the fight is continuing.. ”wherever
u go my network follows you” enn ad pole “wherever a malayali goes lal vs ikka fight will go
on” enn enik manasil aayi..) n den go for communicator conference and make fun f dundu n
kuku or cookie …seriously dude for any IT company to work der r 3 basic necessities

* Microsoft Outlook (mail box)
* Office Communicator and
* CCD machines

…. N lo d next second out of blue comes a mail pop up...1 on 1 meeting schedule with
program lead…n dat too in 5 minutes…oh ma god…y din I go to breakfast whn Nipun
called datz the 1st thot dat came to ma mind whn I saw dat meeting request…but ini aalochit
enna kariyam…I tuk a notepad n pen n dragged myself to the conference room…. pinne
Module lead vann ulla usual set of questionz..”Y did u go early yesterday Nidhin, din I tell u
to update the status n go..n what abt the work that I had gvn..did u finish analyzing that..watz
the status of the defect # 285..did u resolve it..???” N I’ll b sittin like am watchn an adoor
gopalakrishnan’s movie..no expressionz on ma face…oru nisahayatha mathram…n no itz not
over…”U r always chattin or sending mail rite y man don’t u have ny wrk to do..try to
complete your work 1st n den go along wth ur other stuffs k… ” innatheyk film theernu
baaki nale continue cheyunath aayirikum… n den he’ll leave askin me to complete the
pending work n the new work that’s assigned to me…man I start cursin myself “Thendiii
inanle mariyadaky update ayichit poya mathiayirunnu..appozha aa charak penn pokuna time
aayi enn paranj avale follow cheyan poyath…ennito aval’k oru boyfrnd und enn njan kandu
pidichu…anagne avalum poyi..n ippo de paniyum katta purath aayi..” But as a matter f fact
there is no use thinkin abt wat had happnd but one thing she was definitely hot.. So back in
ma seat I start goin thru the different modules n defects…3 months rigorous trainin kazhinjit
aan enik oru java code thattiyum muttiyum ezhuthi theerkan pattiyath…aa njan 1 week
mainframe training kond oru mainframe code analyze cheytha engane irikum….desp condition
aayirunnu…but after dat 1 on 1 session I was determined to do sumthin…so I tuk up ma
coffee mug n went to the pantry wth ma mallu set f frndz..n sat der discussin d usual stuffz
movies,partys,weekend plans n ofcourse watz a discussion without gals… N den back to the
analyzing drama….

I always looked fwd for the lunch time..coz thatz whn I get to c ma dream gal…yup
mangalapurath oru pranayakalath njan kanda pavithtram aaya ente pavi (ya datz her name
J..or rather hw I wish to call her..)…. Man she was cute n beautiful oru tani nadan penn
kutti…yeth oru malayali bachelor’inteyum dream gal…kalangam illatha aa mugham n aa chiri
kanan vendi mathram aanu Food Court’il irunn aa uppu vellom polathe sambharum ,thanutha
paper polathe papadavum,rubber polathe rice’um kazhikunath.. Snehathinu vendi enthu
sahikan ready aavanam enn ente yetho oru alavalathi kootukaran paranjath ithin udeschi
aayirikumo entho… Nywayz I badly wanted to get introduced to dis gal..i tried a lot to find
out her IBU n atlast found it n wat I was really happy coz 3 f ma best buddies in mangalore
where in that IBU so I was pretty damn sure f making a gud 1st impression coz I was sure
pattathi , jibu n cookie will help me out…but alas aa moonu perum ente kaalu vaari… Pattathi
was telling that she had a good image n dint want to risk it by introducing me to pavi..n jibu
thendi alavalathi avante ella kariyom njan set aaki koduthu..oru alapuzha achayathi aayirunnu
avante crush.. he din evn bother to show dat courtesy back..n cookie avalde kariyam pinne
parayandalo..she badly wanted sumthn by which she could pester me n lo I gave it to her in
the form of pavi …n they blocked all the possible means by which I could get introduced…n
the worst thing was she was always surrounded by her set f tulu speaking friends (shez a
native f Mangalore)..I never met her alone…. L… man I was desp…The only solace was
that she used to smile @ me evrytime our eyes met ..As a matter f fact my eyes were always
on her J so it would be better to say she smiled whnevr she accidently turned towards ma
side….

Hmm….so life went on as it always does..n we have js 2 options with us..either to sit n cry
over ma lost past which I can nvr get back or move along with time n let life discover the new
wonderz of ma wrld..yup n u guessed it rite I hav decided to move on….well to most f dem I
havnt stopped yet to start moving on…but der r a few stages in life which will make u sit n
think…n yup today d day am hurtin my keyboard like nvr bfr (evn bein a mainframe coder I
nvr hurt ma keyboard I live wth the ctrl+c n ctrl+v buttons..as ma company always
says…REUSE initiative..am a specialist in dat) marks d completion f ma 1 year in ma
cmpny…I js cant belive that according to the financial records I earned abt 2.85lakhs in the
last year..as a matter f fact I dnt evn have 28.5rs in ma account now let alone 2.85lakhs….its
an year since I became a s/w engineer..an IT professional..an Income earner…but watevr dat
may be am still a royal mech in heart n soul….i still do all the stuffs dat I did in coll..play
pranks on frnds…cut classes (nw called knowledge transfer sessions)…spent half f d day in
canteen (nw called FC n pantry)…copy d assignments (nw called reuse initiative)…still
getting supply in exams J (after d series n university exams nw its certification exams)…hang
around wth friends (nw called boozing or coffee breaks)..n ogle @ gals..well derz no IT term
for dat till nw….so life remains d same oly d scenarios , d terms n ppl have changed….but I
havnt…n by d look f things I don’t see myself changing for the nother couple f years…or
rather it will depend on the time till d search for ma achayathi ends…. J J

Mangalapurathe oru pranayakalathu..

Atlast d d-day came...compri results wer out n danks to ma parents n ma close frndz prayers i got a B+ in d infy final examz...by d-day i was not refern to d day whn results will b out coz i knew ma moms prayers will b answered no matter wat...i was refern to d day whn d postings will b out...had made a small gang durnin d trainin period..d turnin point in ma life..so wntd to b wth mst f dem coz i knew nywayz dey wont b postn us in d same DC coz dat wud hav marked d end f dat DC as in our gang oly 4 ppl,kuku,ammavan,donny n pattathi wntd to wrk..rest all wntd bench..n d posting locations wer disgustn..evn more disgustn dan d veg thali dat we used to get durn d trainin period..it was cmpltly weird..evrybdy wer posted in diff locations n as expected i was a loner in hyderabad...
But once d tradin strtd in d ol barter system i was damn confused...evrybdy got TVM...tou mny used to say dat dey wntd to live atleast 4 a year away frm hme..all proved once agn dat itz easy to say thngs but hard to do dem...n i was stuck up in mangalore as a part f ma 3 way mutual transfer...i was mid way b/w hyd n tvm...n TVM was callin me wth all itz might...n it was tme 4 me to take d mst imp n mature decision f ma life...whtr to go bck to ma hme twn havn lotz f memories...ma hme,ma parents..ma free sms hutch connection..ma pulsar...evrythn dat a normal guy wud dream abt was der 4 me...bt i was confused almst all d decisions dat i made till date depended on ma frndz coz ma life means ma frndz n dis tme also it was no different...cookie(who used to pray everyday she gav options to god so as nt to b so persistent..she tld plz god plz nywer other dan chandigarh,bbsr,pune,mysore n tvm will do..coz she wntd chennai,hyd or bnglr..poor cookie she 4got d fact dat der was a DC in mangalore also..n d gr8 1 up der bein d smartest f d lot posted her to mangalore...nw she cant cmplain naa dat god din hear her wishes..n also she din get ny swaps..!!) n jibu(who badly wntd tvm..he tried his best to get bck der..but der wer sum plans already made 4 him..n he was deprived f d mch deserved tvm) who got stuck up in mnglr wntd me in der..n deep wthn ma heart i wntd a chng..i wntd to live alone n xperience life d way it is...i was thirsty 4 a chng....n atlast tuk d ultimate decision to stay in mangalore...mch to d dismay f mny f ma frndz mst f dem said i was crack..at dat tme i din know whtr i tuk d rite decision or not..but thot evrythn happens 4 a reason.....so stuck on to ma choice...
Mangalore..(dunno whtr i shud say mengalaru aftr wat dey did wth bangalore)....a small semi-metro on d border b/w kerala-god's own country and Karnataka-software professionals own country....d oly knowledge dat i had of mangalore till date was wat i heard frm papers(communal violence dat happened a year bfr..) n saw frm films (in mst f mallu films d villans n hired killers came frm mangalore..)...watevr i wasnt mch bothered abt sch stuffz...d oly prayer in ma mind as is wth ny guy gonna join a big IT cmpny as a professional is dat der shud b lotz f gud lukn gals in der so dat evn if d wrk is screwn u up u hav sumthn to b happy abt n fcourz tell ur frndz bck hme abt to to evoke the green eyed monster in them :P...but d 1st day in cmpny was nt dat gr8 coz i ma HR introduced me to sum guy who tld i'll b in proj frm d very nxt day...crap..wat d helll....!! am not in bench....dat was d wrst thng i wntd to hear n to add to ma worries all ma frndz called up to tell d sad news dat dey r on bench..no bdy gets wat dey wish 4..kya ajeeb zindagi hai naa..aha watevr...varan ullath vazhyil thangulalo....so strtd life in mangala....

N d nxt thng in mind was to find a place to stay....n wat to say evry tom dick n harry in mangalore has got a house 4 rent...n we had d minimum f d requirements...AC bein d 1st..coz it was damn too hot..den 2-3 bedrooms 2-3 bathrooms...TV washn m/c etc..n last bt not d least der shud b lotz f "charaks" nearby...n it was damn easy to get 1..but cash was d problem...whn we wer in coll we cud live wth js a 100 for abt a month..but nw evn whn we get 20k in hand we end up wth a near zero acc balance by d last week f every month...itz said dat d last wrkn day f d month is wat evry s/w professional yerns 4..other dan fridays...ah watevr we ended up in a duplex...tou ma roomie chuts wntd to live in a flat coz usko bachpan se hi flat mein rahne ka sapna tha...but we cudnt find ny desired flat in dat short span f time...n d hme we settled in was gud...tou it din hav nythn dat we wished 4...bt yahaan toh sab kuch rent mein milta hai....our land lady js gav us an empty gas cylinder n a fridge frm d mediveial time dat din evn strt :-) ....but we wer nt bothered..n 4 a s/w engineer comfort has no compromise so we tuk a washn m/c n tv 4 rent on d 1st day...n also tata sky connection...talks r still goin on for fittin an a/c...bt d lan lady dnt wana drill or do ny rewrk on her house....hmm...'ll deal her later...

Durn d 1st week f stay we all tuk care not to litter d place n keep it as clean as possible..but den it turned out to b d usual bachelor hangout..d shoes n dirty socks n chappals dat ly in d frnt room reminds u f d bogies f a train dat ly haphazardly after an accident...d bedroom had 3 big mattress wth bedsheets so brown in colour dat u feel like itz d ground for sum mud bike racin...n itz better dat i dnt say nythn abt d bathrooms....We had plans f strtn cookin @ hme..but d thot f an unclean kitchen wth plates lyn in d washbasin wth stains f tomato fry or kadai paneer or evn d pans lyn around wth bits of maggie feedin insects n flys f all shapes n sizes n d waste bin overflowin wth the leftovers of chkn curry parotta n all made us drop dat idea...den der was d biggest threat to a bachelor livin away frm family -washn clothes...evn tou we had a washn m/c we had to rub d collar n cuffs f our xecutive shrts naa...n der wer sum who used to wear d same shrt for 1 or 2 weeks..nywayz i had 4 seen dat issue so had 2 setz f dresses 4 me...each 4 a week so d repeatation wont b der evry week naa..it'll b der oly alternatively...arey ek bada s/w cmpny mein kaam karta hoo toh appearance ka khayal toh rakhna padega naa...(kanan oru luk illengilum njan kallip alle..)..

For abt 4 months datz 120 dreadful dayz...dat was ma trainin period...it was hell...seriously if i had studied evn wth .001% seriousness in ma btech life i wud hav landed cmfrtably in sum mech job like jenu,thulli,patti pra or sasi...but i shud say 1 thng d trainin period was d mst unforgetable xperience f ma life....sathyam...i studied java der n bck here in mangalore i was gvn a proj in mainframe....wat d F$%^.....java polum nere chuvve arinjudathe enik mainframe project'o ith enna annyayam'aa....but avshyakaranu auchityam illalo.....so i was gvn trainin in mainframe...n dat too 4 js abt a week...after dat i was askd to strt codin....man.....new software...d technological JARGONS dat i havnt evn heard abt n long sessions (i evn slpt in a 1 on 1 session...man am gr8..) werein d top guns wer gvn us a well outlined idea abt sum crap business logic dat wont fit into d groove f a mecanical guy.....tried ma max to stay awake...but all was in vain...it was like sittin n watchn a kannada or telngu film...but atleast dose filmz had sum structs n curves to luk upon..here it was js cmplt darkness n a screen full f codes in greek n latin......den thot f gvn sum rest to ma eyes coz dey had to search 4 elegant structures(:P) durn d breaks naa...bt had to nod evry nw n den so dat d guy who was blabberrn out der wud thnk dat am understnandn evrythn....n 1 day out f d blue he askd me...so nidhin wat do u infer frm all dis....wat...i was literally shocked....i din know wat d hell was goin on...wat d crap am i gona say....i was nvr in sch a situatn evr bfr let alond d sessions in coll...but dat was no big deal coz i was damn sure all ma amigoz will b standn up wth me in d nxt couple f min wth d same smile as dat on ma face wch will make evn our poor lecturer desp n still say "ne okke enna undakan e padikane.." ....but dis was an entirely diff situatn...n d luk on ma face was evn worse dan wat sreesanth had after bhajii gav him dat mch deserved tight slap...but here i din deserve it...den y me.....but thanks to our kerala univ n ma guru ikka who taught me how to blabber in ma answer sheet to gain a few marks....i said sumthn related to ma business unit n was saved...coz he tot i understud d vague idea.....mean while ma wrk strtd n dankz to d help f ma collegues njan tattiyum muttiyum avide kadich pidich ninu....

N den came dat day.....i was havn fud in fudcourt wth ma frndz n der came dat enchantin beauty...one luk @ her n ma heart missed a beat.....pavithram aaya aa mugham....dos eyes...d smile....dat dimple in her cheeks whn she smiled....man she was 1 hell f a gal...…nalla nadan penn kutti.....n der strtd d new phase in ma life........
...keep on readn folks i'll b bck soon...wth news abt d gal who chngd ma prespective f life...ma projs ma roomies n more abt mangala life..n do gve ur sugesstionz...... :-)

Sugu n Sush forever.............

Christmas is nearin.....n so is our semester xamz....am not bad in studies i hav an aggregate of 7.5...but dis semester am really afraid...ya susheela was all wat i cud thnk of...watevr i do..i jst cant let my heart b free of her sweet memories..her enchantin smile..her beautiful eyes...man i was cmpltly blown down by her....i knew frm wat susheela said dat vikraman hadnt proposed her..i din want to lose any time...but d examz...i din want her conc to go coz f dis..so i decided to wait til d examz r over....By now me n susheela had becum gud frndz evn tou vikraman din like it....i told my feelings to sasi who conveyd it to suma..n suma was a gud frnd of susheela (evn tou dey wer in diff clases..dey wer room mates in LH..)..n suma had promised me all support coz she knew i was a gud guy....So for d time bein i decided to switch over to studies.....

D countdown for examz had started...n me,binami rajan,thepu bhaskaran n thund thankappan did our studies together....rajan n thankappan wer brillant in studies...bhaskaran was also gud he had an aggregate f 7.2 tou he had 2 back papaers....Durin a study break rajan advised me to travel wth susheela preferably in bus to tvm..coz vikraman din like bus travelln he was sure dat we will b alone thruout d journey...d oly problm was dat i shud convince susheela..but dat seemed to b an eazy task as sasi n suma wer in my side.....thank god dey fell in love....i was sure dat it was me who prayed 4 der love to cherish more dan evn dey did coz my life was compltly depended on derz....Examz thudangi..after all d xamz i found time to talk 4 a few minutes wth susheela..it was easy coz we wer alwayz in d same hall durn d examz...n durin my elective exam she was sittn next to me...u can just imagine my condition naa...i din know wat to do..by d time d examz started d oly thng dat was in my mind was susheela...but d great god showed mercy on me...d first questn was on game theory..ya it said one persons gain is others los..datz it my gain is goin to b vikramanz loss....like wise i releated all d management questions to me n susheela n wow man d exam was damn eazy....i cudnt evn belive myself whn i stood up 4 askn extra sheeet in d last minute...susheela had fnshd d exam 10 min bfr n she was lukn at my paper al d time...dis fueled me up....n aftr d xamz we wer sittn in our place waitn 4 d sir to take d papers n i was sittn wth my hands on d bench n her calculator was kpt near my hand...n she unknowingly clutched on to my hand instead f d calculator...wow...a chill ran over my body...she tuk d hands off d next sec n said sorry n i was havn a "itz ok u can keep ur hand der itslf 4 d rest of ur life " type luk...n she gav a naughty smile...

Der was a christmas party dat evenin..it was my batch's last christmas so evrybdy wer rockn..n i was searchn 4 sush..ya datz wat am gona call her....she was no whr to b seen...after sumtme suma came n tld me dat sush was not well..she had a small head ache so she wont b cumin....it was k wth me coz we had a bigger plan all worked out for tomm..ya suma had convincd sush n we all wer goin in bus..der wer sum f der frndz n a few f mine...but dat was k......also vikraman wont b der.. :-)

So d D-day came....we all boarded d bus...but sush was a bit off-colour...der was sumthn rong...der wasnt mch rush n me was sittn besides her...(seriously we nvr planned dis part..sathyam..belive me..)..d bus startd n evrybdy wer in a holiday mood...chattn n makn silly fites...jokes n chalus..it was almst like a tour 4 us....but sush ws al silent..der was sumthn hauntn her n aftr abt 40 min i decided to break d ice..n i askd her wat was wrong...n i tld her to talk to sum1 coz sharn ur worries wth sum1 will reduce d weight f ur heart n also itz not guid to keep sad thngz in heart..after sumtme she lukd at me n said to me.."u r a gud guy..n i belive u..." wow dat was kewl....n she said d reason 4 her sadness...."d day d examz wer over it ws abt 2'o clk vikraman called me n said dat he wantd to talk to me...i thot it was abt sumthn releatd to d christmas party in d even n agreed to hav a chat....we wer walkn thru d deserted corridors chattn whn vikraman suddenly grabbed my hand n asked me to kiss him...i was cmpltly taken back n slapped him...i din know wat to do...i ran away frm him..." "patti..wat d hell did he thnk f me...i thot dat he was a gud frnd n so i gav him sum freedom...vrithikettavan...avan enth vicharichu enik avane ishtam aan enno...stupid..gud 4 nothn.." .....She was really angry...but she lukd really sweet whn she was angry...i really thot dis was d moment..n i said a few thngs dat thankappan told me last week abt vikraman....(every thn is fair in luv n war..so i din feel guilty to share it wth her..) ..n i told her dat she did a gud job by slappin him..serves him rite...(thirichu chellate..avan njan oru quatation idun und..)..

D journey after dat gav me sumthn dat i cud cherish 4ever....she startd talkn a lot to me...n evn i did open up my mind a lot..our lost chemistry was back...it startd cold n also rain had startd to pour..n i saw d rain as d heavens showern itz blessinz upon us..she said dat i was her type f guy n evn askd me whr d hell was i all dis time....sasi n suma wer sittn in front f our seat n i saw sasi throwin a gaze at me wch said "da patti..lottery adichalo..." i smiled back...it was almst 3 in d mornin..ya we talkd till den..v both decided to catch sum sleep...n whn i woke up at abt 5 she was sllepn wth her head on my shoulders..dis was great..i din want to disturb her so i jst watched her sleepn like a cute lil gal....ya MY cute lil gal...after abt an hour we reachd thampanoor...n coz f d rain d place was water logd n we our bus driver an idiot stopped d bus in d middle f d water fileld road...we had to jump alil to reach d foot-path n sush was a bit afraid to jump out...i pulled out my hand towards her she lukd at me...smiled n tuk ma hand..n jumped out...n landed close to me..really close....n her eyes said it all....i thankd d driver in my mind....Sum feelings are to b felt withn n shudnt b expressd thru wordz..n dis was one such moment... Aankhom se padke tujhe dil pe maine likha..tu ban gaya hai mere jeene ki ek wajah....It was d beginin....

The Rise Of Sugu...

It was susheela's b'day tdy...i was determind to gve her sumthn...but hostelil tamasikunna e pavathinte kayill onnum illa...but still njan kadam vangi aanengilum oru dairymilk engilum vangi kodukan theerumanichu...I went to d templ early mornin to pray 4 her...n i cudnt belive my eyes whn i got der..it was as if d god's wer smilin at me 4 d first time in years coz she was in d temple ALONE...wow..she was wearn a beautiful saree..her hair was un-tied n ya i luvd it dat way....tozhuth kazhinj v 2 came out together..n i wished her n said "than ravile ivide kanum enn vicharichilla..else njan enthelum oru gift koode karuthiyene.." n she was very happy n surprizd coz i was d 1 who wishd her 1st..ya dat assol 4got her b'day...we talkd all d way back to hostel....d chemistry was great...she really liked me..dat was evident frm her eyes..but i was afraid to open my heart coz dat will b unfair as vikraman was tryn on her n he was a mech..n it was agnst d mech spirit to propose a gal whom nothr mechie was aftr... But v had a gud time togethr n she tld dat she'll gve me a treat in d canteen in at 1...her mann]erismz clearly indicated dat vikraman din hav mch impact on her d way he wanted....

DAT EVENIN....

Me had a really gr8 day in coll n sum gud time wth susheela in her party...I still am not gettn d reason y dat guy is buggin me like dis..he acts like he is hell bound on ruinin ma life....i askd bhaskaran...he too had no idea..n so he askd me to ask rajan...and while we wer discussin it in our hostel room..dat was whn thankappan dropped in to ask whtr we had his playboy magazine (ya he was d distributor f all d elements f fun in d men's hostel..) he was a very gud frnd of me..n whn he saw me n rajan sittin pretty desp he sat beside us n askd.. "aaliya..aa vikraman aano..??" by our luks he undrstud d matter...he knew evrythn rite frm d beginin....n he had sum very intrestin facts to reveal...ya he knew d reason 4 vikramans hatred towardz me n ma frndz....

Every year our batch selects a batch captain..he is d one who organises our branchz prestigious fest "AAGNAYA"......n ya u guessd it rite vikraman wanted to be the captain but he din have any support..."aapo kanuna'vane ACHAA enn vilikunnvana avan.." so almst ma entire class din want him to b d captain...n dey opted 4 me..coz evrybdy believd dat i had gud leadership qualities....n ya 4 d past 3 years it was me n d pgm was a great sucess n he was really jelaous abt my status in d whole college...So basically dat was d reason behind everythn.....

Also thankapan told nothr few intrestn stuffs...he said dat vikraman saw all d galz wth d same eye..dat is whch evr gal meets him n talks a few gud wrds to him he thnks dat dat gal luvs him n he alwys see her dat way tou he tell dat she is his oly best frnd (..n he has a new best frnd every sem..n dat too frm nother branch...not coz he is a kidilam its js coz galz brainz works a bit late...so dey realise dat he is a flirt oly aftr a few months n dey caution der frndz...n by now even d 1st year gals knows dat he is a real waste n dey stay away frm him...) also he js wants 1 thing frm gals (...ya athu thanne.... n itz coz f real f*&^%$# like him dat all galz thnk all guyz want jst dat....FOR d galz who read dis...Itz not true...guyz luv galz 4 d gal in her not coz f d assests in her...dnt let a few son-f-guns thotz stop u frm fallin in luv...der r many guyz who hav d heart f gold...d perfct exampl dat i can tell nw is sasi n suma.. coz aftr dey fell in luv a guy who was sasi's dear frnd din like suma so he startd telln tales to sasi abt her n dat sasi will get evn better galz..but sasi loved suma truly n was determind not to dump her..so he din gve an ear to him..nw dat guy stayz away frm sasi..but we all r wth him coz dat gal has worked wonders upon sasi..he was an utter pishukan n yechii..n was not dat frndly..but now he is really a frndly person n alwayz cheerfull...it can be said dat suma brougt out d heart in sasi...(hatz offf to dem..may dey alwayz b happy like dey r nw..)..ya we guyz hide our heartz deep inside n whn v truly fall in love derz nothn dat can make us move backward n its gals who usually do dat..rite naa..???)...Oopz..njan kadu keri poyi sorry...cudnt hide my feelins... :-)

Phew...i was really relived aftr thankappan told me all d stuffs..i was like a phoenix...i got a new lease f life...man i cud feel d real sugunan risin up in me...ya man...i shudnt accept defeat to a boneless guy like vikraman...ya susheela is mine..aval ente penn'aa ente mathram...oru nayinte mon'um njan avale vitt kodukulaa...I made dat decision dat nite...i wont let sch a nice gal to fall in d handz f a dick head...She was worth d try.....Atr all All's fair in luv n war naa.........

pushkaranum vikramanum pinne sugunanum...

So frndz....hai...dis is ma first blog...am not an expert in ritn dese stuffz...nywayz am dedicatn dis blog to my guru in dis field thulli....

All characters in dis story are fictional..and has nothn to do with real life ppl and if in any way it does resembl any person or situation u know den itz jst coincidental.....

Characters....
Sugunan....our hero
Leelamani...Heroine1
Susheela...Heroine 2
Vikraman...Villan 1
Pushkaran...Villan 2
Thepu bhaskaran......
Anna....guest appearance


College life means a lot to all...it gives us many memories dat we alwayz cherish...sum hilarious momentz..some wth a pinch f tear..also it gives us a lot f frndz...frndships dat are meant to stay wth us thrut our lifes...and d most wonderful feelin dat happens in campus life is love...so dis story also revolves around campus love.........

NIT calicut....ya datz wer dis story takes place...nw if u thnk dat dis place is oly 4 buji's den u r wrong....dis place has also seen many morons like me n ma frndz...ya itz me sugunan....wth ma frndz rajan n bhaskaran...
Oru divasom nammal college corridorz'ilude vayinokki kond nadakuvayirunnu..datz d time whn v saw sasi n suma in one corner sittn n chattn...dey had a gud chemistry between dem which i alwayz envyed..vere onnum kond alla but js coz me n sasi wer of d same kind..kanan enikum avante athrem glamour okke und but still avanu oru penn und.....me was js thnkn f dat whn rajan uttered sumthn..he said " dey avan line adikam engil enthu kond namakum onn try cheythuda.." Avan ath kalik aan paranjathengilum i always had dat in ma mind...actually enik oru penn kuttiye ishtayirunnu..her name was anna...she was a really beautiful gal..n man i luvd to love her...but dis guy vikraman he was her frnd too n dat son f a gun was wth her whnevr we had free hour..(ya me n vikraman r classmates..n anna was in nother class)...n b it early in d mornin or durn d breaks or aftr d classes..dis son f a gun was alwayz wth her..it was clearly visible frm her eyes dat she din njoy his company bt still she always talkd to him...but i alwayz njoyd watchn her from a distance...her beautiful smile...long hair....thilakam ulla kanukal...man she was a real beauty....pakshe avale doore nin asvadikan ulla bhagyam mathre enik undayolu....a few monthz later nother guy proposed her..she said yes......njan desp aayi poyi...aa nayinte mon vikraman illayirunengi njan eppozhe avale propose cheythene...njan annu avane hit-listil cherthu....but am happy 4 her coz i heard dat shez happy wth dat guy also she is frm a well known christian family frm kottayam..acayanmaara....also she got 3 brothers...njan aadi vangi chatene...phew..ennalum aa patti illayirunengiiiiiii

Onam hols came n everbdy went to der homes...njanum poyi...oru vingunna hridayavum..anna'yude ormakale talolichu njan train'il yatra thudangi....n datz whn d 2nd gal came to my life..she was sittn in d seat opposite to me..many f our frndz wer wth us..but ekadesham kottayam kazhinjapol it was js me n her in our compartment..we both stayed at trivandrum....ya she was my batchmate but i had nvr talkd to her...her name was susheela...oru pavam penn...tani natum purathu kari....she was a gud singer....n i forgot to mention even i sang well.....v both knew dat n she startd dis small conversatn dat changed d path f ma life...v talkd a lot..abt us..our tastes..our frndz n families etc..n i started xperincin a strange chemistry..... ( "Aaliya ith thanne..." ente manasu mantrichu..) ...4 hrz engana poyath enn enik arinjuda....but tvm etti..i badly wantd d train to stop sumwher 4 crossin or sumthn...but it nvr happend..sadarna njan varumbol oru 30 min engilum crossin enn kala parupadi karanam ente train pettah junctionil pidic idum..but inn athum nadanilla....damn...o god y me alwayz.....aval pokuvanalo enn vicharich ente hridayaum neeran thudangi..wanted to ask 4 her contact numbr..but dairyam undayirunila...but god enne kayivitilla...she gav me her e-mail id.....man i was on cloud nine.....she askd me to stayin touch n also dat she had a gud time n dat we will go back togethr......wow....sugunanum susheelayum...made 4 each other..enth chercha aayirunnu aa perukalil thanne.....

The d-day came...d day to go back..i was really happy coz we wer travelln back together....but ente ella hope'ukalkum oru adi enna pole namude compartmentil oru nayinte monum kudi undayirunnu....ya u guessd it rite...avan thanne...vikraman....avan anna'ye ennil ninum aakati..da ippol sushelayum......n as d journey startd he too startd talkn wth her...aa nari,chetta avan avante panjara factory thuranu....n i was js a nokku kuthi.....enik aa pattiye kadich thinan ulla deshyam undayirunnu....but i was a decnt guy in frnt f her so i controlled myself... Enik susheela ente kayil nin vazhuti pokunath pole thonni....she was njoyn wth him....njan aake dsep aayi..aadyam anna ippo ivalum.....njan jeevitham verukan thudangi......

Colleg thudangi..njan ente kadana kadha bhaskaran oodu paranju..but he was also very desp as avan'u kure aarear undayirunnu..avasanam enik avane samadanipikendi vannu..n we decided to go to canteen...we wer havn tea..n dat was whn bhaskaran said.." aaliya oru muttan charaku varunnu..ne onnu nokk.." manasila manasode njan thirinju nokki..i js cudn belive myself..it was leelamani...ya d same leelamani who was wth me in school..but at dat time she was an utter waste..but ippo..man katta kaliip figure....she developd a lot...ente kannu talli poyi...n she was walkn towards me...ya towards me.....she came tuk a chair n sat near me..i just cudnt belive it n dat bhaskarsn thendi cudnt lift his eyes of her..well assests...she said hai..n i smiled back..she wanted me to help her..der was sum music contest conducted by her branch n she wanted me to b d judge...at first i said no..but aval kure force cheytapo i said ok...n der began d 3rd chaptr f ma life.....v wer in touch all day frm dat momnt onwards...she used to call me up late nites to ask abt hw d pgm is to b conductd n all..n we startd meetn out at free time..n we startd gettn to like each other...(ath ente verum thonal aayirunnu..)....but njan avale ishtapedan thudangi...n one day i was abt to ask her out whn pushkaran came in between n said to me aaliya oru minute..n he askd leelamani out n she said yes...i js cudnt belive myself....i was almst der but still i din get her...i knew dat pushku had a crush on her but nvr in my dreams did i thn dat he'll do wat vikraman did to me......njan desp aayi

Angane tholivikal eetu vangan ente jeevitam veendum baaki aayi.....nw my life is a vicious circle....
0730-i wake up...d thot dat leelamani is wth pushku cumz to my mind n makes me desp...
0830-i rush to college to c leelamani walkn to her class frm d LH...dat makes me happy coz she sayz a hi n gudmrnin to me...
1000- son f a gun dat f@#$%^ vikraman is wth susheela in shades or d stairs..n dey bein togethr makes me desp again..
1100- happy coz v hav classes n so vikraman is in class..but desp coz pushkun leela r togethr...
1200-lunch time...will c anna at times walkn around wth her frndz...man her presence makes me feel very happy..
1300- d thot dat leela n pushku r togethr in der class makes me desp....
1500-am stil desp....
1600- feeln a bit relived as leela wnt to hostel..but am sad coz susheela is wth vikraman...
1700-back in hostel wth bhaskaran....will go 4 a stroll in d park or 4 a flm..datz cheers me up...
2200- O god y me alwayz....njan katta desp aa...
2300- very happy coz leelamani n susheela r wth me in ma dreamz...singin "emmadi athadi onne enak pudichach...."
0730- Desp again....

Datz hw ma life goes nw...but ennil nin ente anna'yeyum susheela'yeum tatti eduth vikramane njan othukum........avan chevi nulliko....